Do you think you will be a good mum?
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Someone lately asked me that question.
My answer was: That’s what I ask myself every day.
And it’s true. I don’t know yet if I want to have kids one day.
Not now. That’s for sure.
Right now this topic seems to becoming huge and I do get quite paranoid.
So many blogger ladies, are pregnant right now and some of my friends are as well.
And I have had a weird dreams about pregnant women for a whole week.
I don’t feel it, the whole baby, mum, family, kid thing.
Maybe it will come one day -maybe not.
The older I get the younger I feel.
The more I know about the world and life the more I realize how much I don’t know.
It is getting more complicated, so the only way to handle that is to simplify things.
I don’t feel very grown up at this point, and I know I did a few years ago.
If that sounds confusing to you, you get an idea about how much it confuses me.
I have always been pretty impatient and I can’t see my own progress because life feels to slow.
At the same time it is running way to fast, so fast, that I can’t fit everything in that is important to me.
And most days the “To-Do-List” is way too long.
That makes me think I am not really wise yet.
Not to mention the financial part, of having started a business before I even paid off my student loan.
How do you feel about having kids?
